Merindukanmu

malam ini,

aku melihat bulan yang bulat penuh diatas kepalaku

aku pikir kau melihatnya juga

benar kan ?

toh, kita masih di bumi yang sama

masih melihat bulan yang sama

andai

andai dapat ku telpon kamu

andai dapat kulihat mukamu

andai kau disini bersamaku

namun, jarak hanya jarak

meskipun ini hanya sementara

harapan dan impian akan tetap ada

berharap nanti ku bisa melihat bulan bersamamu

bermimpi nanti aku bisa mengunjungimu atau kau datang untukku

merindukan dirimu z (2503)

Gelas Penuh dan Gelas Kosong

isi gelas itu tumpah
tumpah membanjiri gelasku yang masih kosong
iri tak dapat ku bendung
biarkan aku menjadi tempat air yang tak mampu kau tadahi
hilangkanlah egomu
untukku
yang haus akan air itu

gelas kosong dan tong kosong
apakah masih sama?
kenapa yang kulihat hanyalah sebuah gelas penuh yang nyaring?
apakah sudah berubah?

bagai dihujani batu seluruh tubuh ini
berbicara tapi tak didengar
berharap namun tak diharapkan
menganggap tapi tak dianggap
hanya berpikirkah?
entah kenyataankah?

wahai gelas penuh
hendaknya kau lihat gelas kosong itu

kata-kata yang tak mampu keluar

sebuah renungan kecil untuk diri sendiri

Chat with Alvin :*

hi Alvin . how are you? . You look handsome in this photo..

been a long time we did not talk .. now we try to use English ya ..

I'm fine kiki , how about you ? thanks for complimenting me . but , I know you're not seeing it .. haha you should be honest with your feelings

I'm honest , I'm fine . I was thinking about a lot of things . task of my research , my family , my future , my work and may think of him . but , I do not want to bother him . let him come to me when we have to get what we want . at least finish college . what do you think ?

of course it's very good . do as your heart . instead it makes you happier ? . for him , whoever it is , I'm jealous , but , I always want to see you happy . I will always be beside you until he comes and complement my position . haha not to get rid of me .

ooooh , Alvin . of course you will always be near me . Lighten up . whoever he will understand haha . You 've seen me until now . oh my good I forgot you birthday . happy birthday dear . I hope you will stay this way and not change . I needed you .

Well , of course . Protect me well and I 'll take care of you . I'm sorry to burden you have for this . I will do the best for you . You Cheer for your final assignment . The task of your research will be invaluable when you do it in earnest .

Thank you Alvin . stay with me and help me to finish my research.. oke, maybe enough.. take a rest Alvin..I love you and i like him :z

Spesial Song

Sempurna - Andra and The Backbone

Kau begitu sempurnaDi mataku kau begitu indahKau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu
Di setiap langkahkuKu kan slalu memikirkan dirimuTak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan dirikuTakkan mampu menghadapi semuaHanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahkuKau adalah jantungkuKau adalah hidupkuLengkapi dirikuOh sayangku, kau begituSempurna.. Sempurna..
Kau genggam tangankuSaat diriku lemah dan terjatuhKau bisikan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Sahabat Kecil - Ipang

Baru saja berakhir

Hujan di sore ini

Menyisakan keajaiban

Kilauan indahnya pelangi

Tak pernah terlewatkan

Dan tetap mengaguminya

Kesempatan seperti ini

Tak akan bisa di beli

Bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu

Senang bisa mengenal dirimu

Rasanya semua begitu sempurna

Sayang untuk mengakhirinya

Melawan keterbatasan

Walau sedikit kemungkinan

Tak akan menyerah untuk hadapi

Hingga sedih tak mau datang lagi

Bersamamu kuhabiskan waktu

Senang bisa mengenal dirimu

Rasanya semua begitu sempurna

Sayang untuk mengakhirinya

Janganlah berganti

janganlah berganti

janganlah berganti

Tetaplah seperti ini

janganlah berganti

janganlah berganti

Tetaplah seperti ini

Separuh Aku - Noah
Dan terjadi lagiKisah lama yang terulang kembaliKau temukan lagiDari cinta rumit yang kau jalani
Aku ingin kau merasaKamu mengerti aku mengerti kamuAku ingin kau sadariCintamu bukanlah dia
Dengar larakuSuara hati memanggil namamu
Karena separuh aku
Dirimu

Ku ada di siniPahamilah kau tak pernah sendiriKarena aku selalu
Di dekatmu saat engkau terjatuh
Aku ingin kau merasaKamu mengerti aku mengerti kamuAku ingin kau sadariCintamu bukanlah dia
Dengar larakuSuara hati memanggil namamu
Karena separuh aku
Dirimu
Dengar larakuSuara hati ini memanggil namamuKarena separuh akuMenyentuh laramuSemua lukamu telah menjadi lirihku
Karena separuh aku
Dirimu




its all about you dear.. i will waiting you come to me and say that you miss me so much.. :Z

Weaver - Hard to say "i love you"

Hanarete ireba omoi dasu tabi ni tsunakute
Tonari ni itemo tsutaerare nai mama
Tsuyo gatte waratte ano hi bokura wa
Deaeta kono unmei saemo
Muki au koto ga dekinai deita

Hard to say I love you 
Ienaku tatte dare yori kitto aishiteru
Kokoro wa fure ae nakutemo
Semete ima dake wa soba niite

Hard to say "You love me ? "
Ienaku tatte mitsume teitai aishite yo
Kanau wa nai nante wakatte temo
Soredemo ii kimi jya nakya dame nanda
Uso ni nara nai you ni

Fureta yubi saki tsunagi tomerare nai wake wa
Chigau jinsei de koko made kita kara sa
Dekinai yo modokashii
Shinjita kotoba wo
Genjitsu ga yaburi sute tatte
Shinjiru koto ni sugari tsukuyo

Hard to say I love you
Donna toki datte
Uso ni dekinai ai na no ni
Tsutaeru koto wa kanau wanai
Setsunai yume no naka soredemo

Hard to see "I love you"
Namida ni natte kieteku you na ai jyanai
Onaji jimo no takusan motteru yo utshinae nai
Kimi jyan nakya dame nanda
Mienai ai ni furete

Nee bokura ga itsuka
Subete dakishime aeru sono yume wa
Yasashii hodo zankoku de
Naki souna hodo itoshii nda

Hard to say I love you
Ienaku tatte
Dare yori kitto aishiteru
Kokoro wa fure ae nakutemo
Semete ima dake wa soba niite

Hard to say "You love me ? "
Ienaku tatte mitsume teitai aishite yo
Kanau wanai nante wakatte temo
Soredemo ii kimi jya nakya dame nanda
Uso ni nara nai you ni

If you leave

Whenever I have a hard time

Even without being able to tell the next

Tough laughing

That day we

Even met this fate

Were unable to face

Hard to say I love you

Tatte one's speech

Surely I love you more than anyone

Even heart not able to contact

At least now they are only side

Hard to say "You love me ? "

Tatte one's speech

I Love Every Breath You Take

That will not happen but I know

I still

I swear to you no good

So as not to lie

Fingertip contact

Why tie the unstoppable

The difference in life came from far

I can not irritated

Believe words

I tore the reality

I cling to the belief

Hard to say I love you

Even when no

I can not lie and love

Will not happen to tell

In the dream still trying

Hard to see "I love you"

Not been extinguished, love is like tears

I got a lot of the same

S no loss

I swear to you no good

Invisible touch of love

Hey we'll ever

Hug each other all their dreams

About cruel and kind

I love a tearful about

Hard to say I love you

Tatte one's speech

Surely more than anyone I love

Even heart not able to contact

Only now are they in the least

Hard to say "You love me ? "

Tatte one's speech

I Love Every Breath You Take

That will not happen but I know

I still

I swear to you no good

So as not to lie

Waiting for My Prince

The world is all woman must have the dream of getting a prince

same is the case with me

I want to get the prince

for me , the prince does not come with a white horse

I want you... Yes, i want you..

You were not perfect but I'm perfect with you

You are always making me angry but it quickly made ​​me laugh

You are always making me wait but you will definitely come for me

You are always silent but praise me in your silence

You were always there for me even though I do not know

You are far even always near me

You were not there for me , but always in my heart

You are always saying something I'd never heard but I can feel

You will always waited until you can hold my hand

and said " I'm here for you "

somewhere where you are now

wherever it

though it is far

I knew you would come for me

I will keep waiting

waiting for you here

I'm here waiting for you imperfect to be perfect

I'm here waiting for you to be worried that a quiet

I'm always here for you to build the best life

I know when you miss me

I know you love me

when you come to me

I would say " I'm here for you "

wherever you are

keep love in your silence

wait until God brings us together

allows us to complement each other

because I'm sure we would have met

someday